Friday, January 18, 2013

A You on You

Stuff gets really real
when I pull a you on you
feels kinda funky to feel
how that shit feels
Right
Kinda wishin you hadn't shown me
how to act like a damn fool
Right
I guess what I'm sayin is
Being like you ain't really hard to do
It's really quite easy
Kinda quick
Maybe a little bit low key sleezy
See being like you is so simple
but then again quite different
than what I'm used to
Not really how I'm used to
treating people
See pullin a you on you goes like this...
First I start with flirting
See if emotions between the two of us still exist
Maybe whisper a few words of lovin
Then once that gets good
Once your on board
once your in the mood
Then I would STOP!
No more calls... nope, I'd
STOP
No more sweet thoughts... nope... just
STOP
I would simply
watch
watch your stuck ass kinda wander
wander around that intersection of confused & ignored
Red light or Green light
See thats the key, hell you don't even know anymore
see the initial interest was just an illusion
Green light go... sure but not for affection
Green means go
but only for desertion
Green light means go
but now for lost feelings of uncertainty
Turning the other way quick sir
cuz rejection is better than regret
Better turn the other way right now
and go back to thyself
No mixed signals to run you off the road
Go means go in YO house
filled with the "me" kinda love
Ya see when I get wrapped up in emotions
I gotta SPEAK i gotta TYPE i gotta WRITE this shit out!
To help release the stuffed up perplexities in my mind
The mixed up dumbshit
The absurdity of even trusting your black behind
Unblock my thoughts so I can move on
No time for yo red lights
No time for yo green lights
No time for getting even
No time to settle a score
I simply let the universe handle that
Fact of the matter is
I'm just not that fuckin impressed with you anymore
I'm bout to pull a me on me
see how that shit feels
Shower myself with love, complements
a sense of ultimate security... the feeling thats 100% real
Say sweet things to myself every morning and before I lay my head down at night
See pulling a me on me is pretty friggin awesome
that shits like JJ
haha.. ya know... that shits like DY-NO-MITE
It's a pity though when you think about it
the lack self-esteem that must resides in your heart
that thing that allows you to opening up emotions in a beautiful girl
then to have the audacity to tear her apart
and leave her standing there
Just standing with no direction
Our bodies grow stronger
once the pain is gone,
and we've gotten rid of the intitial infection
Of what we thought was love
you never shake that feeling of being lost
once you've found our way back home
Vowing to never compromise yourself again
Vowing to never get burned
may the next girl, and oh yea they'll be a next
be held just a little bit tighter
a little bit closer
may she never get lost by your mix signals
may your ways mature
your actions become clear
may your sense of direction get into fuckin focus.

Love & Blessings,
Buttaflibabee

3 comments:

  1. Nice Poem, Very direct and to the point. I know a few people that need to read this immediately.

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  2. Thank you Norm for being such a faithful reader... this was for sure something that bubbled to the surface and came out! It's not a recent experience but def a experience that needed to be discussed.

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