Equilibrium

the push and pull the high the low

the way things go... when you know and understand
what's going

on

I feel it inside and I know how my highs will fall

I know this all because I know

me and I understand

what's going

on

I sometimes wish I could stop the train from moving

wish I had some conductors instructions

wish God told me how to drive

not just ride

how to maneuver through this thing

this life... so I understand everything

that's going

on

I feel the equilibrium in my body mildly go awry

I've learned somethings require more of me

somethings require the ignoring of me

somethings need my comfort

somethings i need to dump quick

but it's all about balance

it's all within the hydraulics

of life...

do I pump myself up... or do I lower myself under the radar

right now I'm not quite sure

but then again.... I don't have to be

don't have to guess

I trust my destiny

I live stress less

my world is now turned over to the one that mapped out my route

the one that trained me on that fast moving train

before i came... before I made it here

thats how i know i'll be fine... because deep down inside I know

what's going

on

the one that makes me feel no doubt

even though nervousness sets in

I know I'm ready to be at the helm

I was whispered that in my dreams that are sent from heaven

it's been that way since I've been

here.

my training

my life

the push and pull of things

the up and down of things

the fast and slow of most

life as it is

the equilibrium inside my soul...

Love & Blessings,

Buttaflibabee