Feelings...

I've learned that

if I still want him... 

that's ok.

I've learned that

thinking about him...

is ok.

I've learned that

it is not a sin.

That wanting him

doesn't make me weak...

or a fool..

or less than.

You see wanting him

simply makes me...

human.

I feel bad 

when I think of how much
 I hurt him

i feel bad 

that he didn't have a chance to see 

the true me

that he didn't have a chance to know 

the real me

I've learned that
even though the truth was not yet fully revealed...

to him

The truth was revealed... 

to me.

And because of that...

I don't feel so bad.

Love & Blessings. - Buttaflibabee