Life.

We are innately the same; we have goals that have been with us since birth, dreams and fears that've clung to us like a scent our own internal fragrance..  The difference between you and I comes down to how we go about handling those goals; the process of managing the unexpected may differ from one person to the next, but deep down in our core we all want to be loved with every fiber of ourselves, to be submerged in love is our common desire.  From the moment we wake up until the second we drift off to sleep, we all simply want to experience joy, bliss, happiness, to give love and to receive love from all angles, from every side, and through every method possible.  Most of us desire this so much that the possibility of achieving ultimate love seems impossible, unachievable, unrealistic, and therefore inconceivable.  Thus leaving us feeling like failures... empty and depressed because reaching limitless happiness and joy is such an unthinkable thing.  So what are we all so afraid of?

     I’m not looking for an answer to this question, but more so making the decision to live a life of truth fullness.  The fullness of who I am; Myskeshia a radiant, limitless light that was birthed into this world to change the dynamic of thought through my own story, to share my short comings and my ability to reach and feel another’s personal struggle, and together help them move through the door of death-living (going through the motions, a life with limited levels of joy) into a God-life (living purposeful and with boundless joy and awareness).  Today I’ve been seeking knowledge as I always do when I’m feeling a certain kind of way, and as I read the various blogs and books I couldn’t help but notice a running theme that has woven its way throughout today's words from the universe… mirror.  As I  explored and meditated every message spoke towards the fact that the world, my life, and my relationships are nothing more than the reflection of me - a reflection of you.  The bottom-line is that those insecurities I feel are displayed in my professional work, my life’s purpose or God-life, and ultimately every relationship in my life…romantic and otherwise, so who wants to live an insecure fearful life? Not me. 

"Each of us has an inner dream that we can unfold if we will just have the courage to admit what it is. And the faith to trust our own admission. The admitting is often very difficult."

- Julia Cameron

    My fear of being great is a dishonor to God and his masterpiece creation- me.  In order to break the cycle of fear I will work on clear communication with the universe and those around me.  I will focus my energy on everything that fills me with light and spirit regardless of how busy my schedule becomes, how many events I have to decline because I know in the end this level of dedication will bring me the purest joy.  The possibility of achievement is not a possibility but is indeed a fact, proven by my soul’s declaration and solidified by my faith in all that has been displayed to me thus far. 

So my beautiful babes I ask you this; what is your commitment to self? What are you searching for, what is you’re God-life?  Are your actions clear? If not, how do you plan to change them?

Love & Blessings,

Buttaflibabee