Monday, October 18, 2010

Sometimes...

Ok so sometimes this shit is hard... 
tricky... 
and really sometimes this shit is just no fun 
I don't want to grow sometimes...
I don't want to be alone sometimes...
I don't want to go to the gym sometimes... 
and hell to be honest... sometimes I just want 
sex
pleasure
wine... cocktails... dancing and craziness 
I sometimes I want to take up the company of unsavory men
and sometimes I want to make bad decisions 
... that may or may not end in trouble.  
That's only sometimes... and sometimes is only sometimes.... 
I pray sometimes that I stop feeling this way.  
Sometimes I pray that God protects me from myself.  
Sometimes I simply need to sit my ass down... cuz this feeling only comes around... sometimes.

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