Sometimes...

Ok so sometimes this shit is hard... 

tricky... 

and really sometimes this shit is just no fun 

I don't want to grow sometimes...

I don't want to be alone sometimes...

I don't want to go to the gym sometimes... 

and hell to be honest... sometimes I just want 

sex

pleasure

wine... cocktails... dancing and craziness 

I sometimes I want to take up the company of unsavory men
and sometimes I want to make bad decisions 

... that may or may not end in trouble.  

That's only sometimes... and sometimes is only sometimes.... 

I pray sometimes that I stop feeling this way.  

Sometimes I pray that God protects me from myself.  

Sometimes I simply need to sit my ass down... cuz this feeling only comes around... sometimes.